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Loneliness.
Sunday, April 7, 2013 || 12:26 PM

Loneliness is a dark place. It’s like sitting in a room at night by yourself and feeling like this is eternity. It’s like being in a place with a thousand people but feeling invisible to every one of them. It’s like walking on a path without any directions, without any idea when it will end. Loneliness is feeling like you are meant to suffer alone; loneliness is suffering alone.

Loneliness is unnatural; human beings are to be in relationship. Loneliness is fear; there is no freedom in it. Loneliness is anxiety; worry its sister, uncertainty, its friend. Loneliness is endless wonder about endless wondering. Loneliness is cold with no hope for warmth but it is also unbearable heat. Loneliness is an awful paradox.

Loneliness is drowning in a sea or in a crowd of people. It is believing that your existence is insignificant; it is believing that you are meaningless to anyone and anything. Loneliness is tragedy; it is heartbreak and hardship and hurt. Loneliness is being covered in open wounds and scars that never heal. Loneliness is shame.

Loneliness is misery and sorrow; it is grieving with no hope. Loneliness is blinding and deafening. Loneliness is feeling unable. It is feeling discarded, unwanted, and unloved. Loneliness captivates nothing and no one. Loneliness is a bad dream but you cannot be awoken, you do not see the light of day.

Loneliness constricts the heart. Loneliness cripples the body and the mind and the soul. Loneliness is unconscious and numb. Loneliness is endless tears for change – any change that will tell you that you are alive. Because loneliness is dying at every moment; loneliness is death.

Loneliness – flee from it. Flee from it always.

credits: http://thoughtcatalog.com/2013/what-loneliness-feels-like/

Loneliness is regret; those nights when you just replay all the hurtful words and actions, wishing you could take it all back. Loneliness is tragedy; it is the pinnacle of all negativity. Loneliness is poverty; you can have everything in the world but you have no one to share your sorrow and happiness with. Loneliness is directionless; you belong to nowhere. Loneliness is suffocating; because the very reason/person you are breathing for has died. Loneliness is a tumour; it starts from a minor heartache and then flows to every part of you.

Loneliness is when you read all of the above, and you realize this is the only and every thing of you.

credits: Life.