life will be better in spring
We are all too afraid to say the things worth saying.
Wednesday, May 9, 2012 || 9:01 AM
She's sorry she forgot the rules of the game.
She's sorry she can't play the game well.
Give her time, give her time.
Guess its too hard to play it cool after all.
She can feel it. You are too much like you. You are another you. Perhaps you will never admit it, but like you, you can't commit. Or at least, not to someone like her. History repeated. Perhaps not the same words, not the same person, but it carries the same significance. And when she finally realise the striking resemblance between you and you, she knows its time to slip back into the devil-may-care attitude before she's hurt again.
Tauntingly cold night. There's no one to pick up the shattered fragments and piece it back for me tonight. Its just me and my songs.
The songs/lyrics/songs/quotes shall say it all for me.
Today, I'm gonna write a sad song
Gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see
That I'm very unhappy
I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
The finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is
I'm so sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
I wonder what my mom and dad would say
If I told them that I cry each day
It's hard enough to live so far away
I wish it wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over,
How will I get home?
And all you need to know is
If all the rules are meant to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again
Cause no one's going to take your place
And I'm scared I'll never save
All the pieces of the love we made
But I'm so sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know
That I can slip and fall
And you won't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love
And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" and you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?
And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand
And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have
Take me backwards, turn me around
I cannot find my balance on the
ground
This world is too heavy
For a feather falling quickly
And I
wrote your story
But I'm afraid of how it ends
And though my friends are
doing well
And I'm still on the mend
I'm going to lay back
down
Hope the wind takes me around
I gotta find some courage in this
town
'Cause nobody's going to save
Somebody who won't change
I
tried to be brave
And nothing's coming easy
And all at once, I feel a
little queasy
Oh, but if you lost my remedy
Would you please come and be
with me?
It's not like there's much better
But his grasp is as green as mine
I can't say that I'm satisfied 3
thousand miles
From your kiss goodbye
I'm going to lay back
down
Hope the wind takes me around
I gotta find some courage in this
town
And everybody's afraid
'Cause chances come from change
And
everybody's afraid
'Cause chances come from breaking
And chances are
you're breaking open
I deserve it. Karma's a bitch.
Very.
I've got to curb this really bad habit of mine.
Maybe. But now I see, you were never really my healer.
That's so true.
but why do I always not learn my mistakes?
Waves of anxiety are trying their best to
wash, to a certain extent, slap, me to the shore but it seems like weeds of
procrastination is tugging too tightly the strings of my heart. For fucks sake, get off the laptop and study now.
