life will be better in spring

Yoo-hoo. It has been a gazillion years since I updated this blog. Oh no, centuries will be a better word. Well, can I just push all the blame to my JC? The hardcore curriculum, the intensive CO practices, and the abyss of homework I am drowning in. Given all that, if I still had the time to update this blog, it’s a miracle. Yep, so tonight shall be a miracle (: teehehe.

OH HELL YEAH. If you had already noticed, I am still in CO. haha; I seriously have no idea why I made this choice. Most of my friends thought it was my love for cello. Initially yes. But ACCO’s cello is a full house. FULLHOUSE. Sucks to be me. Lol. And so….i am in zhongruan! Aka Chinese guitar! ^^ SIGH. SO IT’S NOT LOVE FOR CELLO. But it’s ridiculous to say…. love for co? I never ever loved CO. It’s an universally known fact ~ Guess it’s the familial love I loved the most. The surge of warmth whenever I think of CO, how flames of motivation surrounds me whenever I am dispirited and how I swell with pride songs after songs played (: Tough the journey may be, but I know I will turn out stronger. I know, this family is here for me always. Or at least I hope so.

Life’s been a mad rush over these few months. I can’t believe it has been incredibly 4 months since school started in February. Not a single day had I ever slept before 12am. Look at the time now. Sigh. I wish to stop this insomnia cycle too. I wish to sleep too. It’s not like I spend my precious sleep on worthy work such as school work or in books. I spend it on…right. I have no hell idea where I spent it on. Fantastic me. But whatever is, I am still proud of myself for having gone so far. 4months may seem like chicken feets to many of them; it’s not to me though. 4months, so many things has happened. SO FUCKING MANY. Life was a total bullshit; it still is now. There’s a saying that goes: Life will swell after hell. Or did I come up with that myself? Fat hope. I really believe in this. We all do. It has proven true time and again, when we find ourselves smiling at the end of the arduous climb.

Oh wheeee, did I mention? I got two gold in like just simply 2 months of my AC life? Something that JSS could never ever grant me. Face it yeah. The first gold, the historic moment of my life, 0909511, ACCO got Gold! It might not be much of a big deal to many, but who cares so long it is to me! :D I’ve worked so hard to reach this goal, of course, with the unity of ACCO. The sense of achievement, satisfaction, is still lingering in the wells of my heart. The second gold, hoo-ha, Napha! LOL. My standing broad jump has always been a F/E/D at most, hence, I am always stuck at silver or mostly bronze -.- BUT AC ‘s PE teachers’ are a whole lot of professionals. They did not allow me to give up. They helped me. And I made it. 155 – 175. 20 freaking cm. holy cows. Heh, whoever’s reading might just be snorting at this. But I am really happy to overcome this barrier (:

IF. I am saying IF. If I met my target of straight As for A Levels, or maybe say, at least 5As, 2Bs, you know what? I will loudly proclaim you to be the award recipient. Not me. It will be you, who pushes me forward to this dream. Like how you always does for my previous goals.

OHOHOH. TERMS ARE COMING. WISH ME LUCK. I WOULD BE NEEDING IT ALOT MANZ. HEH. EXCITED MUCH :)

This ain’t love honey ~