life will be better in spring

Oh dear. My eyerings are so apparent -Ö- ugh. Ugh. Ugh. I wanna sleep!! *screams.*
Body
thurs:
was fresh today xD Lols. Though still a bit raw la. =x Haha.

Chem test was.... Well... I should say neutral? Or mayb more to negative side? -.-" but Thn, It's ok :D buck up for EOY thn. Hahaha.

EOY.. I haven't start studying yet !>.
After school, really lonely.. Very.. But it set me thinkin a lot.. And i jus feel that life is much more peaceful. Haha. I always think this way just that the realisation was especially strong today (: all i need is myself. Lol. Sarcastic but true anw.

EOY! Lol. Ignore that exclamation mark, cuz i don't feel the same way too XP is tis bad or good? Bad as in i m not worried about EOY. Good as in i am not stressing myself xD Haha. See the irony? I guessed it is good! xDD Haha. I am just crapping la!

i can do it! Jiayou!

Fri:
yohoo! LOL. Generally fine day (: Haha. I noe how to do a math xDDD super happy. Can you believe it?! -Ö- a math! A math! A math! Haha. But Tmr i need go back school for a math remedial -.-" to spam NIE teachers with qns. Lame la.

We wanted celebrate natalie's bdae. Everything was ready.. Bought the cake blah blah. But thn.. NATALIE NEVER COME!!! Haha. In the end, video called her and sang bdae song, blew the candles, made a wish and we ate the cake xD Haha. Saved some for nat and passed it to sandra (: Lalala.

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I am not myself today.. Ugh.

EOY! Lol. I'm still not urgent about it. But i got study la, i guess. Hahas.

BFG! My only comfort of the day.. Saw BFG anw:DDDD so happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Hahas. Motivated! xDDD Haha. Lalala. Anjhana! Don't be jealous XP

Today's study group was a success (: whoo. I am so high ^^

奇迹会降临的..

Sat:
decided not to go to school. Hehe. Bt i 'll study de! Rest assure xD Hahas. Wondering why some people have to fake it? They did study, yet they say they didn't. They are smart,-obviously from their results- yet they claim is jus lucky or only for that particular sub. Is it that hard to admit? It's gettin on my nerves man.

Slacked my day off =x stupid __. I wanted to study de, Thn __ chose the wrong time to call me -.-" Thn i no mood to study le. Not no mood la, just random random dun wan study lo. Lol. Still put the blame on __. Haha. He disturbed my Êhh centre of attention!

Burning. Raging. I like it.

Sun:
went to NTU to eat xD i miss the ice-cream! And miraculously, it was open! During day time! -Ö- normally is only available at night! Haha. But the serving become very small le =( still it was super delicious *smack lips*

went to study with kaiqin again at mac (: Haha. A math-ing again. Lolol. Gg intensive physics Nxt tym i tink. Once again, i saw jiayi and ziqi they all (: and i saw someone else too. I guess. Thn i become very panicky -.-" zz. All maths calculation wrong =x

i saw stella xD (: Haha. At my house there de coffee shop.

main goal in life now: to make other people happy (:

Mon:
Body Took 246 to school. And i sat at the lower deck, surprisingly.

Ok. This is totally random -Ö- if i had money to reply some messages, i 'd reply these few:
to him, dun say sorry. And i oso won't accept. Cuz the hurt is done.
To her, Haha. Welcome honey (: love you <3
to her, i Dunnie u to change. Jus be happy..

Today a math lesson was as funny as ever xD LOL. Mr sam super joker larhss -Ö- Hahaha. He started the lesson with a 'thank...'' Haha. Thank you class xD Lolol.

Bio lesson Oso funny. Cuz got miss lim and maizheng ma. LOL.

After school went to study with kaiqin and wy (: couldn't absorb anything.. Hais. Next tym wan go fav hangout le =P Hahas. I srsly can't study at taman mac >< and i need to study with music too. So dependent. Hate it =X

i was super touched *teary teary* cuz Tianxiao invited me to her house *sobs* thank you xDDD

it isn't time for all this now girl. Please weigh your priorities. It is still not too late to wake up. And when you're ready, i am here to race towards the finishing line with you (: jiayou.

I know you love me too much to hurt me. It hurts me to see you in this state. So, please, please, wake up from your trance now..

Tues:
ran 2.4 for PE today -.-" Wth. Lol. But i guess it did me some good when it comes to height and weight XP Hahaha. I lost one kilo. *jumps screams* :DDD so sad dint get to play any games :( but Thn Nxt week still got pe i tink? Yay!

Mdm priya dint come today. Nevertheless, she 'd never forget Abt us. Lol. Left an essay for us to do. Secret. Tot of an idea, dint have tym to write it down. Haha. Real joke la. Only few ppl handed up. And ended the lesson with laughter (:

after school, went to mac with kaiqin and yiying (: did a few a math qns only. But it was worth it. At least we did some qns ok. Haha. Syafie and grace were there too. Asked them one particular qns. Caught them pulling their hair in frustration xD Hahaha. Super cute la them.

SYAFIE IS OBSESSED WITH HIMSELF. HAHAHA.

Oh ya! Suddenly remember Abt Sth that PATRICIA mentioned at morning assembly. Haha. Scandals Abt some secondary school. ROARS. Anw, what can you expect for that school? Lol. Eee

I noe i will get thru it. I will. Because you are here for me..

Right now, i don't wish to tell anyone anything. Sorry, cuz It's my way of protecting myself.

Wed:
was looking forward to chinese for our prelim papers, but that @%*! teacher dint give back as promised. Wth. Super Sian de can. But she say she gg give us back Tmr :D hope she keeps good her promise =(

my chem results sucks. WTF. Ugh. A whole shit of careless mistakes. Ugh. Nvm. Stop finding excuses. I am incapable. I feel like slapping ppl man. Please la, if you have the capability, Thn don't show off that u don't know anything. This attitude srsly irks me. *pukes x infinity*

after school oral. I swore i did prepare myself. But i started stuttering when i talked. Ahhh! I wasn't like this before. What happened?!

thurs:
lazy update =x lols.

i am really tired. but i am really happy :D