life will be better in spring

DINT GET THE CHANCE TO POST WHOLE MONTH SO I WROTE IT ALL DOWN IN MY PHONE. GOOD LUCK IF YA GG TO READ IT ALL (:

OCT 3:
Yo! XD happy autumn festival! XD Hahaha. Went down to the garden to celebrate with JOONHUI, XUENI, JUNHAO, YVONNE, and dearest EETING. Had fun (: Lols. Junhao left early. Thn we sent joonhui back home. And went up her house. LOL. I saw some really cute pictures can! Relished the happy memories we had. MSG cake xP Hahaha. I know thn know joonhui hate venus -Ö- so Omg. Hais.. I miss venus. I really do :( Thn sent xueni home too. And lastly, yvonne ^^

OCT 5,
mon:
boring day, as usual -.-"

got back my compos -Ö- was total shit to me. The marks =X zz. My expressions!!! Tsk!!! Eemin ah! Buck up la. Lols.

Lol. I alr start planning for post-exam activities le xDDD Hahaha. Clique gathering and class chalet!

I still can't finish ss :((

i tink i have let go of this obstacle? I tink yes. All of a sudden, i feel peaceful.. I feel happy. Still, i will continue to harbour hope (: Haha. Yea!

for the first tym in my life, i feel that oreo crush is a total disappointment -Ö- LOL. I shall stick back to honey green tea Nxt tym (:

EOY coming is like officially approaching -Ö-

OCT 6,
tues:
got back prelim results paper 2 (: Lol. Did quite badly as quoted by KOKWEIQUAN! Zzz. How can such bad ppl exist in the world? =X anw, not sad at all xD though i was rather angry @ first. But i tink it was quite immature. Haha. So i cheered up! Come on. I am a human k! Sure to fail sometimes.. Lol. Though i cheer up partly cuz i added 4 more marks la XP Hahaha.

After school went to study with yiying nat and wanying (: but dint study much cuz we left early :X Lol. I go home did study ok!

My wish will come true. :DDDD

very contented with my current life, though it is hard.

OCT 7,
Wed:
After school went to eat porridge with wy, nat and jess (: nicey nicey! Lol. Natalie is a crazy girl!!! Hahaha. A girl with too many defunctioning brains xDDDD that's why she very slow de (: LOL. I pity her (:

Thn we went to mac to study. Saw drey and Tianxiao (: Haha. Study a while thn go home lo.

I am so freaking tired -.-" hope my efforts will pay off in tomorrow's compo (:

IT'S WAR TIME.

OCT 8,
thurs:
first paper -Ö- english! And the compo i prepared came into use xD Haha. I tot i might jus cry cuz the story is srsly very touching... Paper 2 was a killer though =X Haha. Nvm la. Rather satisfied. I happy can le (:

went to pat's house to study. Haha. It was very effective! Surprisingly too. Haha. Managed to learn while having fun (: this is life man!! But thn didn't touch on e math =X die.

OCT 9,
Fri:
i am prepared to die for e math. I let down Mr faydzully -sobs sobs- Hais.. Hais.. Hais! Wonder what will happen to me for paper 2 when i can't even make it for paper one. Ugh. Ss was well....hmmm... Neutral! Essay i like it xD totally what i prepared for. But SBQ... Êhh, did quite badly. Zz. Time constraint played a big factor lo! But Anw, It's over and i feel happy too (:

went to mac to study with Tianxiao and yiying today after exam (: studied quite a lot. Was spamming the post-it notes with everything that i can remember about chem (: Thn homesweethome.

Slacked for a long time! Lol. Started studying at only 10:30 = = and i completed 7 chapters of CHEMISTRY in one day! Though i slept at only 1:45am =XXX but it was worthwhile. Feel a great sense of achievement (:

WAY TO GO! <3>
OCT 10,
sat:
finished off chem. Or rather i am left with metals =X sian! LOL.

I am so freaking tired!!!

I get very distracted easily DDDD: Hais.. I didn't touch on physics yet. Ugh. I feel so..incompetent. Whatever. But i believe i can finish it! (:

i saw a few kids, looks like primary school children (: n they look like they were going home from tuition class. And i tot of SK. Can't think of any one else o.O thn a boy was chased by another. And i was reminded of something. The day that my life started a new phase (: and i just can't stop smiling when i look back (:

studied physics till 2:30am today. Lol. I abit sot sot le. Haha. But still got a few more chapters to go! Lalala.

i love myself. That's all i need.

OCT 11,
Sun:
went to bukit purmei(radin mas pri school there) to eat LOR MEE in the morning xD yummy yummy! Hahaha.

Then we went to labrador park -Ö- Lol. Took lot lot pictures xD we went there so many times.. But why dint we see that side of labrador park? O.o so cool man! LOL.

Had dinner at popo's house. I got a new name :DDD WEILING! / XIAOMIN! Hahaha. So cute man the children.

Looking forward to 31st october barbecue xD it'd be real fun can! Hahaha. So high rite now XP

OCT 12,
Mon:
chem paper was..well..neutral xD LOL. I shall no bear too much hopes on it

physics was total teh sucks. -.-" totally. Damn. It's like no difference whether you study anot. LOL.

went to pat house randomly. But efficiency was really low.. Too too too tired. Jus close my eyes and i 'll fall asleep -Ö-

OCT 13,
tues:
ugh. History. No time to write!!!

E math paper 2. It was quite..quite..er, easier thn paper one -Ö- LOL. I a bit sot le. Hahaha. I tot it 'd be a killer? Anw, dun dare to carry much hope. I'm scared i am jus living in self-denial ...

Went to mac with jess, kevin and grace (: but went back home soon. Went back home to sleep immediately. Prepared to study through the night. Hence, i slept first. Better thn not sleeping right? LOL.

OCT 14,
Wed:
Omg. I really dint sleep. -Ö-
yet for bio, i really did it v.badly. It was soo easy.. Very. But.. Wonder what i had been studying for the prev night.. Ugh.

After school went to Tianxiao's house to eat. Her mum's cooking is superb!!! XD Hahaha. Unlike Tianxiao =PLOL. Thn headed for the library! (: kaiqin came at around 5pm. Lol.

And she went to my house! Lol. Random random.

I lost my goal..

OCT 15,
Thurs:
i already prepared to fail a math.. Hais.. Really.. I feel so er.. Empty. But thn, i didn't put in my best effort.. So i had only myself to blame. The consequences, i had to bear.

Went back home immediately....

Eemin ah eemin. What are you doing? You should have known. Talk is cheap. Really cheap.. And now too bad for the overwhelming disappointment you feel. It's your own fault. Serves you right. Fuck. *deepest apologies for the profanity*

I'm so disappointed in you. This is like the don't-know-how-many times you had raised me up but to let me fall pathetically always with your promise..

Lol. Was browsing thru the free movies i can see for the month in MIO. Thn i say tis: FINAL BOYS OVER FLOWER. :DDDD selected it. Thn.. I was like .... -twooot- japanese version. LOL. The actors are so.... -twooot- Haha. But the lead actress Damn pretty. Haha. Thn i watched it. Lol. Last episode.

Dint finish it. Cuz Tianxiao called me (: n went down to meet up. And end up she in my house. Lolol. Teached her chem! Hahaha. I am so smart -Ö- Lolol. Thn kaiqin came up to get Sth. Chatted for a lil while. (:

OCT 16,
fri:
MOMMY! IT'S OVER ;D

Haha. Exams are finally over (: Hahaha. Feel so relaxed xD

after school random random went bugis with SHARLENE ANJHANA TIANXIAO JESSY :DDDD went to shop shop for Anjhana's celebration (: thn we went to watch 50 days of summer at iluma. So sweet larhss! Haha. Summer! Autumn! Hahaha. Super happy can.
We must hang out more often (: and the sleepover!!


Though it started out to be rather sian, but soon, we hyper le! :D Lalala.

OCT 17
Sat:
went to boon lay market to eat brunch. Lol. I saw kf (: once again, i feel motivated!

Slacked whole day. Ahh. Exams over now, so slacker la. Leading a pig life =X

OCT 18
sun:
went to play badminton with mc and yvonne (:

OCT 19
mon:
bad mood.

OCT 21
Wed:
got back results. Lousy but i expected it :)

OCT 20 - OCT 23
Tues - fri:
AEM at ngee ann poly. Kinda boring, though i like hands on. And Oso, guilty-ly, it seems a bit funny Abt jack that clique joking around with their GOOD fren. Lol. Lazy post everything. Sian.

OCT 24
Sat:
went down to play badminton with XUENI and YVONNE, initially. But xueni didn't turn up so didn't play cuz no shutter cock. Mum found out i brought eeting down and scolded me like shit hell. F***. I'm really angry. Cuz i risked myself gg down when in the end she never come cuz she.. Ugh. Thn i got lashed for nothing.

Deepest Apologies for profanities used.

OCT 26
Monday:
last day of the course. Lol. WE (Wanying n Eemin) got third for the bull's eye competition XDDD lol. Would i miss the days? *bitter laugh* ya, i 'll. The overwhelming loneliness..

New frens. Everyone getting new frens. I didn't expect this to come. How Naive i am.

OCT 27
tues:
went back to school -O- lol. boring luhs. nth much.

OCT 28
wed:
preparation of war games xDDDDD way to go!

OCT29
thurs:
freaking emo cuz u dint get to play in the war game. really. freak. ugh. got the best outfit class LOL.

today:
and here i am, in jessica's house blogging :D LOLOLOLOL. watched ONE MISSED CALL. the ending was -twoot- = =. n now i am watching MY BEST FREN'S GIRL (: