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Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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life will be better in spring

Thursday, August 20, 2009 || 2:33 PM

Got back my a math results. 19/35 i.. Am speechless. I guess i dint put in effort.
i feel..hurt. disappointed. cheated.
He smsed me! I am supposed to feel super high. Higher than when - smsed me. But, i dint feel anything. Nth. And i accidentally deleted the msg. Tt's how dejected i am. What i have been wishin for happened, yet i felt nth. I felt Nth except for the lethargy burning within me.
questioning the true meaing of frens..
I wanna go cambodia. I wanna help those kids. Wondering what would i have done with i were those kids. I dun tink i could have taken it. I have no idea why i posted this. It was a realisation long ago. Just that i feel like posting it now. There's a burning desire in me to fly to cambodia right now. Siem reap, tonle sap. All these places. I want to bring a change to their lives. Is that possible?
substitute?
i hope i can do well for today's compo test n chinese compo test too >.< hais.
i hate it when poeple doubts my character. n it's not worth it to put in so much effort..
these days shall be of emo posts. sorry!

i will cheer up de :D