Like a fantasy bubble that never pops (:

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Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone


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life will be better in spring

Sunday, August 23, 2009 || 2:33 PM

God decided to have mercy on me once more.
He decided to relive my pain once more.
He saw it.
And as always,
he bestowed a rain for me.
how i miss the smell of rain
the color of lightningand
the roars of the thunder

I stood by the window in the middle of the night.
And listened to the rain.
Smell it abd
watch it grow.
Along with 'kiss the rain' playing by my ears.
I dint want to sleep.
Finally,
the rain was harsh enuf
lightning powerful
thunder fierce

thn i switched songs. To 'one minute one second'. And kept replaying it. Just bear to pause the song.

I am not sad, or emoing. I am at peace (:

i hope it would be worth it (:

i shall end my post with a quote again :]

success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is then the key to success. If you love what you are doing now, you are successful (: