life will be better in spring

Muahahaha. Back from msia. Man, Tt's an totally Effing fun trip or u can say relaxing (: learnt a lot thru this trip ~ so glad i chose tis over hmw :P haha. I got to know one new cousin. Profile: female, 4yrs old, my fifth uncle's child, both parents working hence they pay my seventh aunt to take care of her, bad temper, but cowed at the sight of my seventh aunt and her husband. LOL. Real cute gal. Just that she's a bit overbearing? Ah Nvm, her cute-ness is enuf to cover up her flaws :D slacked at home frm tues to fri -.-" super boring. Haha. But there's a joke for me to live on for tt few days. Mingming hugged zhiying when he was sleeping! -ö- haha. Kept teasing him, throwing names onto him and announcing them husband n wife xD LOL. Real joke. But went out to shopping whole day on the last day, sat ^-^ bought some clothes n ---- i luuuuuv my third aunt, fifth aunt and seventh aunt sooooo much! Haha. Happy moments nvr last.. So sad i had to come back so fast :/

sunday went out for a shopping spree with third aunt :D Lols. She wanted to buy almost everything for me, but humble me rejected. Haha. Still, i bought some clothes (: Hehe. I did Sth crazy ytd -.-" i pinned up my fringe today n went out. Imagine. Whole day. Couldn't believe i did tt. And i shall cont wif it? GAH. So unglam. =x see first? Most prob i 'd. As for when sch reopens, i Wnt be that sure. Haha. And when third aunt dropped off at city hall, i swear i almost cry ;(

OMG. My hmw! -.-" nah, not in the mood. Haha. Gonna put it off for another few days. Then again, how many more days i have to waste?

I am really happy with my life now, and more than contented, no words to express myself. But, i am happy. (: n i don't plan to disrupt it, neither do u. Understand?

Yo fren! I am back. ÜR spamming msgs hor.. Tsk. Just dun give up k? Bear with it. Jus bear with it. U can't change the situation. But u can make the best out of it! Though i can't promise forever, but i 'll be here even if the whole world lets u down. 你不能自暴自弃。不能这样消沉的过日子。因为你得待在这个家，你没有别的出路了。没有别的选择了。There's nth else u can do abt it. 你可以在痛苦与快乐之间做选择。看我，我选择后者，现在我都开开心心过每一天啊！you must be strong k? All i can do is to say all these whatever crap. 经验谈. Lol. Not much i can do oso. Lols. I am not a boy :P anw, u dunnie boys. Haha. Difficult route to take, but u can do it. Definitely u can. If i can, y can't u? 一定要以一颗宽容的心去面对他们. Swallow the words tt u wan to scream. U noe those words hurt. Scream to me if u wish to. Dun keep it inside u. I noe how those words 'll haunt u n give u a terrible headache. Let it all out to me. Cry if u wish to. But onli to me. No one else.