life will be better in spring
Sunday, May 10, 2009 || 8:29 AM
backed frm genting ^-^ will post abt it later? guess after exams. too long le. not free to post now. lols.
i m v.happy aft this genting trip. bt thn...
把他列成千古罪人,那我呢?我还不是罪魁祸首。我真的很想把一切的一切怪罪于他,但是我知道事实不是如此,一切都是因为我。作出所有选择的人是我,而他只是用来掩盖我的失误。
mistakes and mistakes and mistakes. that's wad i have been doing. mistakes lead to mistakes. i tried to cover up for the mistake, and end up making another mistake. likewise, a pack of lies. a lie lead to another lie. bcoz we have to cover up for the previous lei. it's going to be a never ending cycle and soon i would be driven to the end by guilt.
all i really wanted to is get things right, bt each step i take, it become worst.
i dream of a tiny cottage, by the country side, with wonderful scenery of whatsoever ---, all alone myself or maybe with someone.... tt's wad i want. mayb not a tiny cottage coz it sounds impossible. bt anything tt would keep me away frm all these these these these these. idk wad 'these' are.... i just wanna enjoy life... n be happy...