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*NERDY HOTTIE!
Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone


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life will be better in spring

Sunday, May 10, 2009 || 8:29 AM

backed frm genting ^-^ will post abt it later? guess after exams. too long le. not free to post now. lols.

i m v.happy aft this genting trip. bt thn...

把他列成千古罪人,那我呢?我还不是罪魁祸首。我真的很想把一切的一切怪罪于他,但是我知道事实不是如此,一切都是因为我。作出所有选择的人是我,而他只是用来掩盖我的失误。

mistakes and mistakes and mistakes. that's wad i have been doing. mistakes lead to mistakes. i tried to cover up for the mistake, and end up making another mistake. likewise, a pack of lies. a lie lead to another lie. bcoz we have to cover up for the previous lei. it's going to be a never ending cycle and soon i would be driven to the end by guilt.

all i really wanted to is get things right, bt each step i take, it become worst.

i dream of a tiny cottage, by the country side, with wonderful scenery of whatsoever ---, all alone myself or maybe with someone.... tt's wad i want. mayb not a tiny cottage coz it sounds impossible. bt anything tt would keep me away frm all these these these these these. idk wad 'these' are.... i just wanna enjoy life... n be happy...