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Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
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life will be better in spring

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 || 8:38 AM

i dun wish to be tied dwon by anything. esp frenship. tt's the worst scenario i can think of. n oso love. studies is stressing the f--- out of me. i had no chioce over whether studies cold tie me down or not. it is thren hadto acceot it. i an opt out of fenship and definitely love. i just feel that this way my life is happier. though i am very willing to change for -. thn again, not really. just dun wan to think of anything else le. jus wannna be happy. simple yet complicated.

i am no doubt at the end of my tether now. been screaming at ppl for these two days. just hope malay exam cn get the hell out of my life tmr. will be glad to do anything just to get it out of my exploding head now. gosh. i cnt breathe. literally. not asthma though.

cool down. shitto. may god or whoever forgive me for entertaining such thoughts. cant hold it any longer. saw it, n i wanted to break down if not for the account my family is still wide awake. i tot. i tot. i tot. in the end, i am just deceiving myself. i hate myself. curiosity kills the cat and it is killing me now. damn. just thn, i realise, i duno some of my frens le. or not some. is a lot.

Y. Q. P. K. H. J. X.

and they dun me either. forget it. i shall not even try to get to noe hu they are. tired of all this. i nvr tot once biten twice shy could be applied on lau ee min. bt it did. though i was bitten a dozen times. all this stress is getting me nowhere but hell.

i fed her to the wolve. how worst can i get?

wanted to find some ppl to tok to, bt like i mentioned, idk hu they r anymore. e world is gg on a revolution. all of a sudden, i se strangers not my frens. i believe they feel the same way too. i admit i 've changed. for the worst. and i m not gg to do anyhting abt unles sth happens. n it ;ll happen 25000000 yrs later. so well.

i won't cry. it is just a small matter. forget about it.