life will be better in spring
Sunday, February 1, 2009 || 12:35 AM
lalala. updating ~
friday:
@#$% mr lee. dun wan let me go home. wtf. say wad i cn rest bt i cnt go home. thn i rather practise lo. zz. when i got home, it became worser. -.- zz. sth ese happened too. . . .
saturday:
went to shop shop at jp >< alone ~ i bought my planner!!!! xD YEAH! n a present. lalala. n just gg out or two hours i spent $60 -.- gosh! thn at night went to marina/esplanade there with guo wen kor kor, erm idk her name jie jie, mum, mei n godfather. the chingay parade de final destination. thn watch e chingay parade lo. quite sian coz i cnt c -.- thn after tt went to e ndp parade de floating platform there. got cny celebrations. it brought back quite alot of emories when i saw e floating platform. tt tym me pat n wy.... lalala.
sth triggered off wad i had been trying to suppress for weeks. i feel so disappointed in myself. how could i forget it? gosh. idk wad's becoming of me. it'e like i m lost. i realise my passion is gone. in studies in everything. mayb even my most beloved cello.
i did sth tt i m so damn proud of xD i deleted all e messages in my handphone ^-^ after e triggering ~ lalala. hahaha. it didnt to me long to came up with e decision (: though i admit i was rash o.O b heck care le. lalala
