life will be better in spring

thursday,friday,sat,sun
Lols. Went back to batu. Lalala.. Basically slacked at home xD nice lo. HAHAHA. Thn i went cyclin on fri. Alone. Exploring. Lols. I swear i got lost but thn tt's e fun part ma. Still, i got back t my hse. Hehe. I so smart. Thn i cont t cycle t diff places. U have t admit i m smart :D n not t mention adventurous xP LOLS! Thn i saw i rainbow when i came back. Ö. Made three wishes :) yeah. Hope they come true. Pretty please.

Lalala ~ sad my older sis nvr come. Hahas. Sounds fake ~ bt quite good if she comes.. To share my burden wif e kids. Ohhh.. I m jus too popular xD ROARS. Went cyclin again on sat evening. When i came back i was told tt ah ni n 小叔 went t find me. Tot i lost. ROARS! Thn went t eat n t carrfour :] thn nth much happen ba.. thn sunday came back. Thn we did sth so INCREDIBLE. HAHAHA. We lazy wait for e bus so we walk frm e msia custom t sg de. So damn long lo. But got shuai ge n his two sis t walk wif us :D lucky me. Hehe. thn back home finally.

Not jealous uh.
Zz :X
whatever .
I actually wanted t feel loved.
when i came back with scars.
But i didn't show it.
Coz i jus realise tt mayb u jus dun care

Thinkin over what ah ma said.. Hais.. I m sick n fucking tired of tis le. Tis is e first vulgar i scolded for e week. Hais.. What's e problem? Idk idk. Dun even wanna be involved. Please la. Oso feel lyk slappin my mei for sayin those things. 饶了我吧！求求你们。我所经历的不是一个14岁能承受得起。我。。无话可说。It's jus tt unfair.

monday
Went to jp de zhou kitchen t eat lunch wif yipo they all on mon. Delicious :D HAHAHA. Best part is we get served by my sister. Hehe. Keep kaobei her. Lols. Thn saw e 17yr old shuai ge. Lols. Not very shuai lei jie. Jian le kor more shuai. LOLS! Thn after tt went t shop shop >< thn home sweet home.

tuesday
basically slacked at home. Stucked wif my mei -.- Zz. So damn Sian. Anw, hAPPY BeLATED BIRTHDAY mei! ^-^ Lols.
Had a dream. I dreamt tt i was playin bb till halfway thn suddenly someone push me thn my right hand lyk break or lose feeling. Doctor say i cnt use it for a period of tym. Thn lyk suddenly cnt play bb n e worst is i cnt play cello! OMG! I cried. Reali. Woke up to find myself cryin. Reali scary lo. Though i m left-handed, but my right hand is very important can! Holdin e bow for cello! OMG. Lucky dream onli.

jing ru cam ytd xD so wnt be bored ba... first day of 2009!!! lalala. dun tink i will be posting tmr...... a new yr. very good. this yr alot things happened uh.. dun even remind me of it :x hahas. anw, i reali grow up. reali lo. though still....... hehe. a new class nxt yr........... oks. i will miss:


grace : yo. actually didnt tok much t u in sch in the past. thn when it came to e second half of the yr thn got t know u btr xD tnx for inviting me t e chalet. fyi, i was surprised. hahaha. u're reali a cool girl ^-^ all e best t ur future

Audrey!: yo gal. hahas. Onli got t be good frena wif u this year. But it’s nvr too late. Tnx for e precious memories. N gt t know a few tips too frm u. haha. n dun so emo le larhss!! Dun anyhow go slash urself hor.. feens foreva!
joan: though we dun reali tok t each other, bt still rmb e note u gave me at e start of e yr. i still keep it wif me :] tnx. e encouragement u gave me, i will rmb it xD jiayous! germaine: u reali cute gal. hahaha. nice t be ur gren. always sitting bside during morning asemblys. n u sat behind me too during class. It’s realy fun toking to u xD be cute always :]

marlyna: hmmmm… same group as u last yr for science. So damn fun can. Seeing e way xihao had to do things when u ordered him. N u quarelin wif mc. Lolls. Thn in class u will always have e courage t voice out ur opinions. N it always set our class into fits xD hahahas. Cont t rock on in ur life gal ^-^

michelle: erm.. lolls. Dk wad t say. Coz I didn’t tok to u de. Hmmm.. cn c tt once u r set on doing sth, u cn reali do it well. Ur end-of-yr results shows it. During class always c u n yc doing notes. Hardworking. :] cont t excel in ur studies n bball.

Yuehchyn : during e sci grp, u reali did contributed a lot. Ur drawing rocks!!! :D hahaha. Cn c tt u reali nice girl… n pretty one. hahas. All e best t ur future xD

Ruth: hahas. U r my babe xD lolls. Still rmb how some of my actions shock u or rather ur actions will shock me xP … loveu 4eva!

Rebecca: u so damn quiet can! Mus learn to speak up!!! Hahas. U oso very cute. :] lolls. Nth more t say le. Hmmmm… oh well. Good luck

Huihui: yea. I cn rmb ur screaming xP lolls. Dun get so dramatic larhss. U r one gal who will get t e bottom of everything u dk. Good. Hahas. Erm… tnx for entertaining us during class tym. No offence xD

Shalini: yo shiny! Learnt a lot frm u. tnx for giving me e chance for presentation. I used t be someone who dun speak. Yea. But u changed me. Tnx a lot. U r reali a hardworking gal ;] admire ur perseverance. Cont t do well. N dun forgwt me future prime minister xD

Tianxiao: hahas. I dun tink I need to write anything for u. coz even if we in diff class, we will still be good frens xD rite?

e rest i will udate de xP