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Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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life will be better in spring

Thursday, October 23, 2008 || 5:39 AM

lalalala... okay day. hais. last day of school.

went off at 8:40am to outreach at clementi primary school. the achool so damn nice de lor. veri new. n we took the lift =P hahas. thn we found out that clementi town was actually wanping's ex-pri schl! lol. dun be jealous C.H. hahas. the stupid part abt the whole thing is that we had to satnd for like a total of 1/2 hours for each round of class. n there are 3 classes! my god. leg veri tired. thn me n wanying had to tok like crazy abt the star to the students wif onl less than 5 min of time. zz.. but thn.. there de students all quite clever.. 6/10 i spoke to got prelim results 240-260. but thn.. think they will waste their future of they come into star =P no offence to star lovers. i m confirm not one. hahas. thn went back to school.

school end le ='( bad ending lor. didnt even say goodbye. hais. to tink my sec2 yr will end like this. so pathetic lor. hais.. not good at all. hais.. stupid outreach la! zz.. heard that some ppl cried? o.O for those hu cried, come o. me and wy n yy n shiny have better reasons to cry coz we didnt get to spend time wif our frens lor. sad case.

thn get back our report books. i was so damn damn damn disappointed with myself. hais.. my class n level position. wanna go bang my head le. zz..

thn watched them play bball. sian.

thn went back home. tot over alot of things. i dun wan the yr to end like this TT it is just so unfair. bt thn. if nxt yr start off with a good one.. i may be able to let go of this yr ba. hopefully.

i tot i had forgotten it.
but i hadnt.
when i heard abt it.
i was like
pang
feel so faint
i knew it long ago
but didnt want to face up to reality.
it hurts you know?
coz the words are harmless
tat's y they peirced my heart
and it broke into
tens
hundreds
thousands
millions
billions
zillions
........