life will be better in spring

lalalala... what a great day today is! hahas. i m tryin to be sarcastic fyi. lol.

first of all... my results -.- damn lan de. veri lan. veri veri veri lan. lol. hais.. deproved alot alot alot alot alot alot lei. though improved from last time CT la. but deproved frm mid-year. i have absolutely the right to be cryin but i m not =P lol. nit dooms day anw ma. lets make a comeback a sec 3! =D to those who scored not too idealistic( so kevin shailin joan C.H wy etc shouldnt feel sad at all) :

CHEERS UP GUYS! we can still work hard for next year ma!!! no use crying over spilled milk rite? so jus be sad for a tiny little while thn cheer up lor! ^-^ hahas. anw.. it is jus that some ppl their luck is better than us. not always that lucky de ma. as long as we had worked hard.. it doesnt matter coz we did our best =D for those who did not work hard.. turn your regretment to motivation to do better nxt year! =)

hais.. despite saying all this.. i admit i am a bit disppointed la. coz i tink i put in quite alot of hard work. but i knew i didnt do my best. so its kinda expected for this kind of results. so i had cheer up le. =]

went for the outreach today quite a nice trip =D lalala... the kids there so damn cute. I LOVE THEIR UNIFORM!!! hahas. assembly time : oks three silent claps. clap! clap! clap! shh. one silent. clap. clap! shh. LOL! reminded me of primary school life. miss them.. n we will be handing down the baton to pat and weiquan or kevin =D whoooooooz...

thhn got art exam paper.. hahas.. after that me pat jasper y wait ofr wq to finish his paper. thn we started complainin abt mr ~. ok mr banana. HAHAHA! we sa his face distorted de. hahas. i mean.. wai de.. lol. so funny.

* kevin ask y i dun like wanying. not that i dun like her. lol. i love her. as a sister. hahas. but thn i dun like my mum comparing my results with her. in fact I HATE IT! simply dun like it. coz my results are very low compared to wanying's de. n wanyin keep sayin she nvr study yet get so high. onli two possibilities. she study but dun wan tell us. or she is that smart in the first place.


these few weeks alot of things happen le. i tot over it le. i learnt how to let go certain things. though i may be sad.. but i feel carefree. at least i am happy. but there is a part of my happiness that is wrong. that part of me is happy bcoz of other ppl's wound. i am happy jus to see that bitch miserable. missing out somethings. this is veri bad of me. but i dun care le. that bitch had once made me so miserable.. i dun have to do anything now. jus that that bitch think too much le. thats why she is miserable. so i am actually not being bad at all. is the way that bitch sees things. oh god.. i better stop using bitch le. use - . hahas... yup. so long - . i am so carefree now =D

what i want - wants.
what i once had
and now dun wan
- also wants it.
if i am a despo,
thn wad abt - ? LOL! one more thing!! :

if u want it,
just take it,
dun have to bat arnd the bush.
nia. will even despise u more.
u wont want that.
trust me.

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sorry i cant write on further. i need time..