Like a fantasy bubble that never pops (:

*NERDY HOTTIE!
Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone


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life will be better in spring

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 || 5:33 AM

lalala.. went to school today for open hse prep. ugh. waste time lor. hell. tmr still have to come back TT blast to hell ba fat ass!!!!!

i m jus a toy
created by god
to be played
to be fooled
by selfish people
who don't care about me
who don't care for my thoughts
who can only see what they need
not what i need
being a toy is sometimes fun
but it depends
on who is my owner
so far
i only met one suitable
and no one else
but thn
the one is just a passing stranger
i simply hate them
hate god
if really
i must go through hardships before i know what is happiness
how long must i wait?
u mean those who are enjoying now
they will live in misery in the future?
i am going crazy

i m veri bad rite? fancy cursing them to live in misery. i m no longer me. driven my hatred. hatred for? i oso duno. god. i think i need go change my mindset. bye.

thedreamistoobeautiful
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tofindmyselfcrying
howiwishiwillneverwakeup