Like a fantasy bubble that never pops (:

*NERDY HOTTIE!
Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone


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life will be better in spring

Monday, October 6, 2008 || 3:26 AM

Lalala.. Sux like hell today.. Let's start with english paper 2. Did e whole paper with a stomachache.. Hell.. Thn D/t.. I nvr revise much.. But got revise e notes frm my fren la... Of coz must read.. Or else photocopy like 白费 effort le...

After that me n pat took bus 98... To e jurong green cc there.. Thn wait for 185 for long time.. Zz. Thn i go buy food to help me through studying..

Though i can't fantasize abt kx le.. I found new one.. My god. Crazy over them le.. I found things to indulge in le! Hahas.. I simply love 183 club n 7朵花... N zhang shao han.. Nan quan mama.. N jay chou! Hahas.. Crazy over their songs le.. Lalala.. Finally can fantasize le.. So happy.. Hahas..

Today read someone's blog.. Read till tears come out. Stupid me. But really love e blog. Hahas.. Actually is two blogs. Yup. Really envious of them. 祝你们幸福快乐 =)

My house is not a home where i seek warmth from. It is just a shell to cover up e world where i indulge in my darkness.

Today watch a show. 爱情魔法师... Watch befor le.. Thn nth do ma.. Watch again lor...Typical happily ever after. Everyone is happy. But i am not.. Hais..

会痛吗？

不会。

一点都不会？不相信！

真的真的。我已经感到非常的疲惫了。感受不到痛苦。

this above conversation is between - n - but not me.

N there's still one last thing!

I lost it. Where is it? It's gone. I forget where i last saw it le.. This despair is even greater than my break up(anw i felt nth for this)... Where did it go? Without it, i feel so lost. Now i really have nth le.. Hais.. Hais.. Even a non-living thing also don't wanna stay by my side.. Without it, i feel so insecured... Hais.. Bye.

i must be outta my mind. driven crazy by me.