Like a fantasy bubble that never pops (:

*NERDY HOTTIE!
Hey hey. I ain't any nerdy hottie. that's what i AIM to be for the next two years. Studies + looks. How wonderful life will be ~ My name is Eemin aka Jacqueline. Jacqueline is just for those ignorants who doesn't know the pronounciation of my magnficent name. Alright, I am pretty shameless, but i call it humour and confidence. So yeah ~ I can be pretty irrational, insane, hyped up. Yet, it's just facades over facades. You never want to know the down side of me. Sometimes, I get lost in myself(s). Don't get me wrong. I aint any emokid either. I am pretty much an optimist in my pessimistic world. At least, I hope for the best I'm weridly humourous, pretty inperfect in my own perfect way. Good luck! For I'm a tough book to read. i must say, I'm nothing much on firt sight; but i'm definitely not your average girl when you know me. Oh oh and oh, I AM ADDICTED TO MUSIC. MUSIC, IS MY LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. ANY CURE?
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away



I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone


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life will be better in spring

Sunday, August 10, 2008 || 12:25 AM

sigh... i think i am a crybaby? wtf. i locked my sim card again!!! 3rd time le.. 3rd time le!!! i.. hais.. also dun noe why i cry bcoz my sim card get locked? why arhx? stop thinking le. please. this is drivin me crazy. stooooooooooooppppppppppppppppppppp. AAAAAAHHHHHHHH.. i am going crazy.... once again.. please. stop. stop. stop. stop. stop. stop. stop. stop. okay. stop. stop. stop. stop. hais.. got my self into trouble again... this trouble again. the sim card trouble make me realise that i got into another trouble without knowing it. i promised, and i prayed not to get into trouble at least not in trouble for 1 month. but.. hais.. or at least let me get into truoble 3 weeks later... zzzzz..... please... okay.. i am going to stop getin into trouble le... i will stop now.

once again,
mess i got into.
hais.
so ashamed.
of myself.
hais.
i hate this.
troubles is all i can get.
but no one to help now.
no one le.
no one le.
i am in pain.


the dream. hais. so dissapointed with myself. to let a dream control me. SHUT UP DREAM> SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! i am sad.