life will be better in spring
Monday, July 14, 2008 || 12:59 AM
just now was all the emo stuf.. now.. still emo stufff.. lol.
a lot of things happen in this three days. fri,sat and sun. wow, should i ay interesting or wat? nope. it's neutral. god is playing tricks on me. i tot that he had finally given me an angel but then after giving it to me, god suddenly said that he gave to the wrong person liao... walao.. not that i expecting anything.. but shouldn't have played the prank on me.. jus when i really needed someone there for me.. i realise that i have only one fate.. i hate this fate... all bcoz of YOU! if not, i wouldn't have tot of anyting else.. i cant blive it.. zzzzz... is this fate meant tat i am good or that i am bad? i tink bad. bad enough only to have this fate.. absoluely crazy.. but its true lah.. guess i have to admit it... resign ot this fate...
what is mine will be mine.. don't be possesive.. learn to let go.. he's not mine anyway..